Saturday, 5 December 2015

悄悄的我

悄悄地,我,回来了,带着一份陌生的期待。意外地,发现了多年前用的网址(http://peterlim155.blogspot.com)已经被人取走了。那时候,怀着不想用假名来发布作品的心态,所以做了这个大搬迁。但是,看到曾属于自己的东西,却不再属于自己,不禁有番时过境迁的感概。今非昔比,这里已经退化成一个黯然无名的部落。

近日,看到不少朋友的毕业照,不禁提醒了忙碌的自己,一年了。时间走了,我是否还是原来的我,那懵懂的我?刚大学毕业的时候,对前景充满了期待,觉得自己可以做出改变。这些意志是消磨了,还是被击垮了?人,算是长大了,还是现实了?

近日,看到大学毕业的朋友在面书上放上的一席话。

'Yes, yes, of course I love you,' the flower said to him at last. 'You have no idea- which is my fault. It is of no consequence. But you have been as foolish as I. Try to be happy..." Then she added, 'Don't hang about like that, it's irritating. You've decided to go. Now go!' For she did not want him to see her tears. She was such a haughty flower...
-- The Little Prince

或许,你不认识我。但是,《小王子》是一本我最喜欢的读物,总觉得小王子是不一样的,就像大家心里埋葬了的小孩子一样。